Why a wolf?

It all stems from a weird dream I had... and our shared love of anything wolfish, including Siberian Huskies.

In my dream, I was inside our RPG. I thought J's character had been eaten by a wolf, but really he had just turned into the wolf. I quested on alone, then got kidnapped by some sort of pillaging, maurading group evil men. Maybe they were vikings. Or land pirates. Or something else. I'm not sure. Anyways, they wanted me to die through 'wolf rape', which apparently involves forcing someone to try to have sex with a wolf and then laughing hysterically when said wolf rips them to shreds and eats them for lunch. However, when I laid down next to the wolf, it turned out that he was J's character, secretly transformed into a wolf for unknown reasons. He scooped me onto his back, growled at the men, and rescued me from them.

If you think about it, that's kind of how our relationship started. Originally, I threw myself at him, practically begging him to let me move to Canada and live with him; I told him I would do ANYTHING (except missionary and scat) he wanted, whenever he wanted it, if he would please just take care of me and tell me I was a good person. Took some convincing at first, but then he actually agreed... and then we fasted together and he told me not to tempt him anymore. =) My beloved hero... wanting to protect my honor and show me that he liked me (and now loves me) for more than just what I could offer him. And in so many ways, he's rescued me from my 'rapists'. I didn't realize just how applicable the dream was until I mentioned it to a friend earlier today.

But in case you were wondering, that's mostly why we have a wolf on our blog. =D

posted by Rachel @ 11:12 AM Comments: 0