Wet and alone
Wah. I want J to be online right now. I'm a little bit of everything... sad, clingy, irritable, confused, blissful, and turned on. But especially the last one. Oddly enough, I'm not in the mood for the usual stuff. I don't feel like heavy bondage or spanking or humiliation tonight. I'm in a loungey, hormonal, "I miss you and want to be close to you" kind of mood. One that totally kills any thoughts of having fun by myself-- I mean, if I want to do it for the closeness, what fun would doing it alone be?Normally I'm very kinky and have a lot of libido, but tonight I just want J to kiss me, touch my breasts again, enjoy me... I want to feel useful, close to him. I want to go down on him, sucking and licking him in a frenzy until he comes on my face and in my mouth.
And I want him to blog some more. I like listening to him talk about me. Or reading it, as the case may be. I'll settle for any of the above right now. ;-)