Morning Class Cancelled

I arrived 10 minutes late at my 8:15 class only to find the room darkened and the chairs on top of the table. I have a sinking suspicion I was supposed to go somewhere for something special, but I was sick yesterday and so have no earthly idea. All I know is that I want J to be awake so we can talk.

I miss him a good bit. It's been easier than I thought, because I've been too numb to feel a whole lot. But every once in a while, I'll get an ache for him and have to fight tears, and that's when I shove myself back into numbness. It's only temporary. We can handle this. Right?

So, J, when you get up, know that I miss you and took my antibiotics like I was supposed to and that I'm going to get to bed on time tonight for sure. =)

posted by Rachel @ 9:14 AM Comments: 0